you know! still not one day goes by that I don't think of you. I miss you so much Julia. Your son is one the the most awesome gifts you have ever given me, I thank you for him. So many changes again in my life and I cant see your excited face for me. The glow of pride for me for my achievements. I miss that we don't get to go have lunch or just sit around here listing to the Neville brothers, throwing darts, freshening up the lip gloss so the darts fly right. you are so silly. DAMN IT I miss you.