Time just keeps being time. Life keeps being life. I keep missing you. So much we have to not see you see. Like how much Adam is growing into a good man, yes he still has issues but trying had to work on them and not act on them. Your grandson is over a year old and walking and touching and exploring his boundaries. He has the cutest little smile. We get to see all of this and so do you but... I WANT TO SEE YOU SEE THESE THINGS DAMN IT. I love you. I miss you.