I'm so ready for all this shit that is happening to me to be done one thing after another. I don't know why or how to do this. all the B.S. with Liza is done but I had to have a heart attack, got that dealt with now I've gotta couple pesky lumps in me boob. If you can help with my health please do. ask James and my parents for help.... LOL I know what ever it is it will be. I love you. I miss you as much.