You know every day I miss you. My Birthday this year was the worst one in a long long time. I know if you were here that would not have happened.I miss your love and friendship with me I miss that I can't talk with you like back and forth talk I just get to talk to by talking to MYSELF......... I mean I don't mind talking to myself but dang... So many things i could use your support on . Like I'm so fucking fat. that needs to change but I don't do anything about it. I could use some help with fixing my house next door Fuck I could just use you being alive. I miss you.