Julia, when I want to talk to you, I dismiss the thought, knowing it isn't possible. I created this site as a virtual grave site that we can visit when we want to visit you, when we want to talk to you. I know others use it, but I don't. The thought never really crossed my mind, until tonight. I heard this song for the first time a couple of weeks ago, and immediately thought of you. Of course one of the most obvious reasons is because you loved Adele and her beautifully powerful voice. However, the reason for me is that as soon as she got to the chorus, I felt as this is exactly what you would say to me if you could talk to me. I thought of all the dreams I've had of you; I know you talk to me in my dreams, but even while dreaming I can't hear you - I don't know what you're saying. I feel in the depths of my heart that this is what you've been trying to say. So I'm posting the song here. Maybe others who love you will feel what I feel, maybe they won't, but this is me talking to you, and letting you know that I hear you. I love you, and I miss you, and I'm sorry too - for all of the things I've done, and for breaking your heart. https://youtu.be/YQHsXMglC9A