Your fist Grand baby will be here very soon Julia. I hurt so bad for you and Adam. I am hoping I am doing the best I can for them. I so wish you were here to help me with this. Your son misses you more than he was the ability to deal with. I'm very proud of him right now. He is doing his best to be a good Dad a good husband a good nephew a good employee. Still gets overwhelming for him but he is doing good. Julia I miss you so fucking much