Well time is getting closer to Rays BBQ I'm hoping a good time can be had by all. It is the saddest thing to go through. I miss him so much. I can't believe he will never walk in my door again. Yvonne and I feel so ripped off so many things we don't get to see him do like walk Cadie down the isle when she marry's or watch him hold his new baby that is to be born in Dec. I just hope if he starts to get out of line you can slap him up the side the head and make him straighten up.... I miss you so much Julia. All kinds of things are happening. My friend James has helped me so much with money I can't believe that of all the people in the world it is James that says "here I have so much more than what I need" and has given me the money to really get my business going. Now I just hope I can make it grow into a profitable business. I so wish you were here to talk with. I love you I miss you.