I heard something that brought a lot of comfort to me the other day. I was told that the hole in my heart from your death will always be that great big hole that it is. It will never change, never be smaller. It is that our hearts have this wonderful ability to grow bigger with each new love and joy that we receive. The heart will grow bigger the hole will never be smaller. I love you Julia with every thing that I have to love you with I love you with all of it. I miss you every day. Please come see me soon.