Julia this life is crazy. I miss you so much, I still don't understand why Ray had to leave us. I still hurt so bad. I'm just like Yvonne I'm tired of being sad every day but don't know how to change it.I still have a hard time with you gone I think about us everyday sometime i can get to giggling all by meself, then someone will give me that look of "ok we shall call the men with the little white suits soon".... LOL I LOVE YOU.I miss you. I long to hear your voice and see those big beautiful smiling eyes of yours. I wish also that you would come visit me soon.