again still no answers. I visited with Adam the other day. The poor boy is all confused with life. It was nice to talk with him. I hope that I can see him a few times a month take him to lunch or something. I miss you so much Julia. This thing with Ray is taking it toll on us. We all know it was ray so why cant they just give us an answer grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I just don't understand. All this pain is not good. I still hurt so so bad. I miss my nephew. I love you